Magster, been there hoss

[SoulWinner]

Mags, I have been there, It's been a few years now, but it seems like it never even happened. In my case I left. Had to.....she done went and did some real dumb things, and although I knew that not all the blame was on her, I was outta there. I never realized before that afternoon when I was walking out of the house with a duffle bag over my shoulder how much my son really meant to me. Boy that was hard, like swallowing razors or something. Anyhoo, as time rolled by, and a case of beer and a bottle of yeager a day, I somehow realized in my drunken state that I was still in love her, and she really really really was sorry for what had happened. So we tried to start over. Only problem was, I was still real tore up over everything, and therefore I remained "tore up" if you catch my meaning. So that didn't work. <br /><br />Eventually we got back into church, it helped, but still didn't do the trick. So anyways, I'm out driving one night, and praying and crying, like Hanna in 1Sam 1:10 and BAM! Something happened. I was talking to the Lord and he was talking back! I'll never forget that, ever. So I go home and tell my wife what happened, and latter we talk to my mom (I love my mom, she is the BEST)and she invites us to church with her over at Brownsville. We go, and start on this whole new journey of rebuilding our relationship with each other. We did it according to the word, we became a truely great TEAM. Together, she and I, with the favor of the Lord can accomplish anything. <br /><br />We are happier now than we ever thought possible. Especially considering how we started off, me 19, her 17, and a baby. There is hope. But if it just truely is not meant to be, remeber, the Lord will provide. He knows the desires of your heart, and wants better for you than you want for yourself. Blessings my friend.