Re: I feel bad for Rush
neumanns my dear friend may you never experience a cluster and may you never, ever, ever see another human being experience one. For if you do, at that moment you will know the truest meaning of the words "pain and suffering." It has nothing to do with coping, or stress or anything else but a bizzare hypothalmis response which causes the blood vessels in the brain to diallate out of control and allow blood to flow uncontrolled into one eye. The ensuing pain has been described as among the worst a himan being can experience. It causes people to smash their heads against the wall, flush their heads in the toilet, carve their eye out, jump out of windows, off bridges, blow their brains out, etc., etc., etc. All medically documented. All observed by the medical community. All well known and mostly untreatable.<br /><br />If you'd like, come on over, we'll share a beer and you can see one for your self. Alcohol causes them to happen almost immediately. MSG within a few hours usually. Normally they begin one hour after bed time, just before deep REM. You jump out of bed feeling like somebody sticked a hot pick in your eye and is twisting it around.<br /><br />As for Docs, well, the government's own bragging about the number of licenses pulled and decline in scripts speaks for itself. The DEA monitors docs based on their DEA # on every controlled script. Too many and flags are set and investigations started. Docs simply don't want to deal with it or risk it. All this w/o due process mind you.<br /><br />If I had to guess, most of the stuff on the street is coming from Mexico (where it can be bought anywhere) and likely from the plants where the stuff is made or places along the distribution chain. I doubt highly it is coming from Docs as they are reviewed all the time. The big DEA computer in the sky has all sorts of review flags set.<br /><br />You don't have to believe a word I say. Sooner or later odds are all too good you or someone close to you will receive an education first hand. At that moment, you'll know I was shooting straight with you.