korygrandy
Senior Chief Petty Officer
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- Apr 14, 2010
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Re: I quit. It's harder than I thought.
Thank you everyone for the words of encouragement and stories. It helps me. :happy:
Day 4 and it's been a terrible four days. Hot/Cold sweats, not sleeping, having a tough time focusing throughout the day and the first 2 days I had zero appetite.
The habits are dieing hard...I am thankful when I bought my new truck I made the decision NOT to smoke in it. I do find myself thinking I am forgetting or MISSING something and that is a strange feeling to constantly have when you are used to having ALL of your i's dotted and t's crossed.
My wife is having a tough time since her car smells. She is also PO'd at me because of my positive attitude of the whole thing and it actually agitates her to see me not struggling AS much as she perceives she is...oh I AM STRUGGLING!
She's mentioned multiple times to me she is not ready to quit but she's made it 4 days so I am going to keep pressing her. There is NO way I could do this alone. I feel like if she keeps on smoking its just not going to work and I will fail also. Mind you we both agreed on our Quit dates of April 1st.
My sense of smell feels like it increased 3x easily. Unfortunately I can smell that smoke from a mile away. It is definitely a nasty smell but at the same time it's like a shark smelling blood! Why does my nose say yuck, but my mind says yumm! :grumpy:
It's funny, we have a pack of smokes in our "spot" with 2 left. I was going to burn them, smash them and take a sledge hammer to them but for some odd reason my wife wants to keep the pack around. Its too much of a temptation if you ask me.
My plan is to just keep busy, work out tonight after work and just try and do ANYTHING I can to keep the mind off of it. I swear the more you think about it, the tougher it is...especially the one single thought of "I will never have another cigarette for the rest of my life!" That's hard for my to type as I fear failure.
Thanks again guys! I can do this, I can do this!
Oh on a side-note the state of MN just HAPPENED to have a Quit Challenge. If I can stay smoke free for April I am entered in for a chance to win $5,000. Even if I don't win it's fun to think it's an option!
Thank you everyone for the words of encouragement and stories. It helps me. :happy:
Day 4 and it's been a terrible four days. Hot/Cold sweats, not sleeping, having a tough time focusing throughout the day and the first 2 days I had zero appetite.
The habits are dieing hard...I am thankful when I bought my new truck I made the decision NOT to smoke in it. I do find myself thinking I am forgetting or MISSING something and that is a strange feeling to constantly have when you are used to having ALL of your i's dotted and t's crossed.
My wife is having a tough time since her car smells. She is also PO'd at me because of my positive attitude of the whole thing and it actually agitates her to see me not struggling AS much as she perceives she is...oh I AM STRUGGLING!
She's mentioned multiple times to me she is not ready to quit but she's made it 4 days so I am going to keep pressing her. There is NO way I could do this alone. I feel like if she keeps on smoking its just not going to work and I will fail also. Mind you we both agreed on our Quit dates of April 1st.
My sense of smell feels like it increased 3x easily. Unfortunately I can smell that smoke from a mile away. It is definitely a nasty smell but at the same time it's like a shark smelling blood! Why does my nose say yuck, but my mind says yumm! :grumpy:
It's funny, we have a pack of smokes in our "spot" with 2 left. I was going to burn them, smash them and take a sledge hammer to them but for some odd reason my wife wants to keep the pack around. Its too much of a temptation if you ask me.
My plan is to just keep busy, work out tonight after work and just try and do ANYTHING I can to keep the mind off of it. I swear the more you think about it, the tougher it is...especially the one single thought of "I will never have another cigarette for the rest of my life!" That's hard for my to type as I fear failure.
Thanks again guys! I can do this, I can do this!
Oh on a side-note the state of MN just HAPPENED to have a Quit Challenge. If I can stay smoke free for April I am entered in for a chance to win $5,000. Even if I don't win it's fun to think it's an option!