Re: So what have YOU done?
In 91, sleep apnea nearly killed me, (and in all honesty, ive had it since at least 1980, wondered why I was constantly tired, didnt slow me down any tho!) I was hospitalized for over a month, I was going into congestive heart failure, thank god my doc is a progressive, nosy sorta guy and was researching apnea, had them check me for that and bingo, I was pulling "events" of 300 seconds, blood oxygen levels in the high 20 percents, doc said there is no way someone should be alive with that, no WAY in hell, I wondered in moments of lucidity if it was because my body was shutting down like a drowning persons body does, shutting down peripheral circulation into the extremities ... (it was a pulse ox sensor, yanno, the fingertip thing)<br /><br />but whatever, I didnt die, I was finally, for the first time in probably 15 years, actually SLEEPING, so my strenght came back, and I began walking, 20 feet, 50 feet, high fiber, low fat diet, began hitting the weights again <br /><br />by 97 I had dropped 450 pounds, and started college, <br />studying psychology with focus on nutrition, my goal is to become a pediatric obesity specialist, turn off the fat when they are young, so they can have a life, so they can climb trees and run and play on monkey bars, and later on, date and go to dances and ... and just be young, you only get one chance at it<br /><br />Hey, if I can save one kid from the hell I went thru ... JUST ONE ... then all this torture will have been worth it ... <br /><br />and oh yea, last night when I was rattling off the various jobs, there was also stints at Sunoco, BP, running a bait and beer beer shop out on cape may harbor in my 14 footer with the 4.5 gamefisher block of ice and a few liters of gas, good to go all day, lol)(I errr, almost went to jail over that, it stopped, lol, but what a great idea, grrrrrr) there is a nasty ramp in stone harbor that was forever having people get stuck on, I would throw crab traps in and wait for someone to get stuck, and yank em out my "tips" ranged from 5 to 30 dollars, not bad for a few minutes hooking up the J hook and 10 seconds of 5.13 rear hauling them out, couldnt miss the big red Super Hook<br /><br />I am doin ok Ralph, some days the back really hurts bad, but percocet knocks it down to manageable, thank God I have an insanely strong "life drive" I never ever ever give up, much to the amazement and frank disbelief of those around me, hey, that which does not kill us DOES make us stronger ... LOL, if Atlas gets tired, ive got some big shoulders, Ill hold the world for a while!<br /><br />My mom has a shirt which I love, shes had it for about 25 years, its a picture of a heron, and dangling from the herons mouth are the legs of a frog, and arms reaching down to strangle the heron ... and the words, Never, EVER give up!!!!<br /><br />When things get bad, I think of that, and laugh<br /><br />and go onward<br /><br />
